Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Darkness is the word for today. if you are living in one of the areas affected by the blackout, you'll know... it only lasted for around 20 mins i guess...maybe less..
its kinda cool looking out your window and seeing the whole of sunset way black... really quite a fresh new view to the scenery i look out to everyday... total darkness, just shades and shadows of black...making up the shapes of the houses there...
other than tt, the blackout really sucked, no aircon, no comp, no tv, no fan, no nothing... just had to sit and wait..wait and sit and sit and wait again...
well well..tml's the last paper...or at least to me! and i didn't study much for it...hopefully i did enough not to flunk it..so maybe i'll be able to pass something...
its kinda cool looking out your window and seeing the whole of sunset way black... really quite a fresh new view to the scenery i look out to everyday... total darkness, just shades and shadows of black...making up the shapes of the houses there...
other than tt, the blackout really sucked, no aircon, no comp, no tv, no fan, no nothing... just had to sit and wait..wait and sit and sit and wait again...
well well..tml's the last paper...or at least to me! and i didn't study much for it...hopefully i did enough not to flunk it..so maybe i'll be able to pass something...
Monday, June 28, 2004
i just love taking examinations in the hall.... 6 puny fans by the side of the hall providing all the wind there is to the hundreds and hundreds of students in the hall sitting for their examinations, writing their essays... GReaT, now rather than thinking of how to show that the free market economy has nothing to do with elasticity of demand, you rack your brains on how to just survive sitting in there for 1 1/2 hrs... i don't even understand why there should even be examinations in the hall... you can't score there...you'll just hand in a piece of wet paper.
well...although things are bad, there's some to look forward to. tml's math...and i have given up on it... so.. its just a formality for me to go there and try to do what i can before finding a suitable position to sleep... i hope tml's test is in the LT... and after tt, wednesday's physics, and voila! end of mid yrs... no more exams! i have a super long weekend starting from wednesday lasting till tues.
i'm super enthu soccer now, i wanna play everyweek... EVERYWEEK!!
well...although things are bad, there's some to look forward to. tml's math...and i have given up on it... so.. its just a formality for me to go there and try to do what i can before finding a suitable position to sleep... i hope tml's test is in the LT... and after tt, wednesday's physics, and voila! end of mid yrs... no more exams! i have a super long weekend starting from wednesday lasting till tues.
i'm super enthu soccer now, i wanna play everyweek... EVERYWEEK!!
Sunday, June 27, 2004
today is really a tiring day......stayed up all night but didn't watch euro.... went to play soccer at bukit batok in the morning....ate lunch....reach home at 2.30...slept at 3.. the next thing i knew, it was 8.30 and time to eat my packeted dinner....
soccer was really fun today... for a big time of the game, i was kind of a lone striker..playing in a cramped 5-a-side match in a small bball court... sort of like there's always 2 players marking me...so it gets kinda frustrating when you can't get your shot in or when you get tackled the moment you receive the ball... 5-a-sides are really a test on your skills... finishing sucked today... missed so many open chances....
haha...sounded like i am very pro in soccer liddat? well? i am not! i think i only play decently enough not to make a fool out of myself on the pitch....
so...after typing so much in the above paragraphs...i can finally minimize my rantings for mid yr exams as i can use the excuse of a long post is bad...so... here goes..
DAMN IT!! THE BLOODY MID YR STARTS ON MONDAY & I FEEL TT I AM SURE GONNA BLOODY FLUNK IT!
ahhhhhh............
soccer was really fun today... for a big time of the game, i was kind of a lone striker..playing in a cramped 5-a-side match in a small bball court... sort of like there's always 2 players marking me...so it gets kinda frustrating when you can't get your shot in or when you get tackled the moment you receive the ball... 5-a-sides are really a test on your skills... finishing sucked today... missed so many open chances....
haha...sounded like i am very pro in soccer liddat? well? i am not! i think i only play decently enough not to make a fool out of myself on the pitch....
so...after typing so much in the above paragraphs...i can finally minimize my rantings for mid yr exams as i can use the excuse of a long post is bad...so... here goes..
DAMN IT!! THE BLOODY MID YR STARTS ON MONDAY & I FEEL TT I AM SURE GONNA BLOODY FLUNK IT!
ahhhhhh............
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
mid year exams are next week and i have not studied and dont think i will study much... how? i feel like my heart academic wise is in poly...-.-... so here u haf an asshole who should be in the poly but is somehow spending his time in jc now.... well, i guess i'm not the only case(not to say tt i noe pple who feel the same way as me), there must be pple dying to go to the poly next yr..like me... haha...
BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND...i wanna FORM A BAND! very high on bands now.. chinese btw...haha... man... i think i said this for many many months liaoz...well..no luck in meeting pple tt share this same interest as me...gotta go on waiting...
i hope my physics and econs dun fail terribly this mid yrs...maths i dun care...as long as i pass my A-math O lvls in november, i'm happy.... gotta go to sch and take my physics tys back... if not can't practice...
well..tt's it for now..
BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND...i wanna FORM A BAND! very high on bands now.. chinese btw...haha... man... i think i said this for many many months liaoz...well..no luck in meeting pple tt share this same interest as me...gotta go on waiting...
i hope my physics and econs dun fail terribly this mid yrs...maths i dun care...as long as i pass my A-math O lvls in november, i'm happy.... gotta go to sch and take my physics tys back... if not can't practice...
well..tt's it for now..
Sunday, June 20, 2004
woohoo...finally back on the comp....few days without computer is really agonizing... no games, no online chats, no blogging, no nothing...just tv, sleep and euro all day long...
well...went to be a hair model today... pretty cool experience for me... first time i took 1 1/2 hrs to just cut my hair...fell asleep halfway summore...haha... but i guess it looks rather different from whatever you guys see before... hopefully i wont get caught cos its kinda unorthodox to the disciplinary board of PJC...
the few days without the comp really spoiled my plans.... i planned to pia game until this week so tt i haf from monday to study for mid yr exams... so..things haf changed..and i guess the game has gotta wait... zzz
I really feel like forming chinese rock band(preferably with female sibei zai vocalist, but well, i dun mind if i be the main vocalist too :P). i think it would be really cool to do... REally REALLY cool... so..anyone interested may contact me anyway..msn, hp, find me in sch, call me at home.. etc etc...
well...went to be a hair model today... pretty cool experience for me... first time i took 1 1/2 hrs to just cut my hair...fell asleep halfway summore...haha... but i guess it looks rather different from whatever you guys see before... hopefully i wont get caught cos its kinda unorthodox to the disciplinary board of PJC...
the few days without the comp really spoiled my plans.... i planned to pia game until this week so tt i haf from monday to study for mid yr exams... so..things haf changed..and i guess the game has gotta wait... zzz
I really feel like forming chinese rock band(preferably with female sibei zai vocalist, but well, i dun mind if i be the main vocalist too :P). i think it would be really cool to do... REally REALLY cool... so..anyone interested may contact me anyway..msn, hp, find me in sch, call me at home.. etc etc...
Sunday, June 13, 2004
came back from church camp yesterday....well...not bad la...like the chalet..i didn't do much in my free time there.... the room was gd..but the other facilities suck...dun wanna elaborate abt it...
it feels great to be back in singapore... the use of sing dollars, the chinese, the price of the cigarettes...everything...
it feels great to be back in singapore... the use of sing dollars, the chinese, the price of the cigarettes...everything...
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
after a day back home...tml i'm leaving for church camp in jb! so this week can be called not to sleep on my wonderful queen-sized futon bed... yesterdays post was realli weird..but it was just wat i tot at that point of time... and i think it made some sense..in one way or another...
mrt stations only haf 2 ads...tu ran fa cai and linkin park...its bloody irritating... having to hear it over and over again while waiting for the train...."BAI LIU LI BAI>>>HUI BU HUI KAI!!!" arg!!
went back to nan hua band today... wonder y i've heard the pple dun like the conductor.... he's a very friendly person... and definately..in terms of skills..he's better den the previous 1..in all due respect to the ex conductor of nhsb... maybe its the more strict discipline he enforces tt makes the band who are VERY used to having little or negligible discipline to dislike him... but i think its gd... to get gold..these are the prices you pay...and its damn worth it!
mid years are coming...and i bloody haven started to study yet or feel like studying yet.... if i fail this...i would most probably be guaranteed a place in next yr's orientation... oh wow..3 more mths of fun! and another yr of deferment from army... TERRIFIC eh?
i guess i realli need some nice fren to help me out in A-maths... or i will waste my parents $$ flunking my O lvls....
mrt stations only haf 2 ads...tu ran fa cai and linkin park...its bloody irritating... having to hear it over and over again while waiting for the train...."BAI LIU LI BAI>>>HUI BU HUI KAI!!!" arg!!
went back to nan hua band today... wonder y i've heard the pple dun like the conductor.... he's a very friendly person... and definately..in terms of skills..he's better den the previous 1..in all due respect to the ex conductor of nhsb... maybe its the more strict discipline he enforces tt makes the band who are VERY used to having little or negligible discipline to dislike him... but i think its gd... to get gold..these are the prices you pay...and its damn worth it!
mid years are coming...and i bloody haven started to study yet or feel like studying yet.... if i fail this...i would most probably be guaranteed a place in next yr's orientation... oh wow..3 more mths of fun! and another yr of deferment from army... TERRIFIC eh?
i guess i realli need some nice fren to help me out in A-maths... or i will waste my parents $$ flunking my O lvls....
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
chalet just ended and i have alot of things to write in this post...but long posts are realli boring to read... so i'll sum up the chalet first...
most decent chalet i've ever been to so far... onli drank on the first night... den it was crapping and talking all the way...a different kind of experience but nevertheless entertaining...no bbq for the first time...
now move on to my thoughts for these few days...
1) In satisfying one's craving for alcohol, one should not drink beer unless he/she realli loves beer... reason: i dun really like the taste of beer...i shud haf gotten so alcoholic mix instead.
2) Activities dont make a chalet fun... its the people tt does the trick.
3) This is the biggest thought i have in mind so this point will be long.
Feelings are really something with no directions. E.g: i've not seen a female friend of mine for a long time... i've nv had any crush or flame on her... but during the course of these few days.. i've gotten the feeling of infatuation whenever i see her.. but its not logical in anyway you see it..even if u temporarily assume logic = 0. if anyone of you don't get what i mean, just read this:
Feelings are like a very naive girl. One who is easily conned into bed and gets dumped the very next day. And she doesn't learn from her mistakes and gets conned again and again and again!
most decent chalet i've ever been to so far... onli drank on the first night... den it was crapping and talking all the way...a different kind of experience but nevertheless entertaining...no bbq for the first time...
now move on to my thoughts for these few days...
1) In satisfying one's craving for alcohol, one should not drink beer unless he/she realli loves beer... reason: i dun really like the taste of beer...i shud haf gotten so alcoholic mix instead.
2) Activities dont make a chalet fun... its the people tt does the trick.
3) This is the biggest thought i have in mind so this point will be long.
Feelings are really something with no directions. E.g: i've not seen a female friend of mine for a long time... i've nv had any crush or flame on her... but during the course of these few days.. i've gotten the feeling of infatuation whenever i see her.. but its not logical in anyway you see it..even if u temporarily assume logic = 0. if anyone of you don't get what i mean, just read this:
Feelings are like a very naive girl. One who is easily conned into bed and gets dumped the very next day. And she doesn't learn from her mistakes and gets conned again and again and again!
Saturday, June 05, 2004
hmm...today was SAT exam.... its realli a lame paper...english sections so hard...math so easy...... take until wanna sleep...hopefully 1st time can get a usefull score liaoz...
tml CHALET!!... can get to drink again!...after so mani months of craving for alcohol...time has finally arrived for me to satisfy tt want!
tml CHALET!!... can get to drink again!...after so mani months of craving for alcohol...time has finally arrived for me to satisfy tt want!
Thursday, June 03, 2004
okay...so i found out tt there was a server problem yesterday..tt's y i nv receive the code until today noon... so..the prob's resolved and i'm happy...
today...conned to go to sch....utterly a waste of time... my reliable informant told me sch starts at 10...and den at 9am..when i was still sound asleep...my hp rang saying there is a physics tutorial going on at 8.30am...Great...so i woke up...rushed...reached sch at 10.30am... econs lesson ended at 11.15...so...there was supposed to be a 3 hr math tutorial going on today...and it was postponed...so...wtf man....i pia to sch just for a 45 mins tutorial where i didn't learn anything at all... GREAT!...
tml's gonna be the same...just econs tutorial for 1hr 15mins... but this time i noes tt its just tt...no more surprises for me...
today...conned to go to sch....utterly a waste of time... my reliable informant told me sch starts at 10...and den at 9am..when i was still sound asleep...my hp rang saying there is a physics tutorial going on at 8.30am...Great...so i woke up...rushed...reached sch at 10.30am... econs lesson ended at 11.15...so...there was supposed to be a 3 hr math tutorial going on today...and it was postponed...so...wtf man....i pia to sch just for a 45 mins tutorial where i didn't learn anything at all... GREAT!...
tml's gonna be the same...just econs tutorial for 1hr 15mins... but this time i noes tt its just tt...no more surprises for me...
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
today...rather stupid day...morning played abit of soccer after a veri long TIME!...not bad...still nv lose tt much touch....haha! after tt...the realli stupid things happen...i go all the way to toa payoh...just to buy a game code which is sent to me by sms...after a few hrs...i still haven receive the sms...so i went back...and say..i haven receive...all the way to toa payoh u noe..and the bitch at the counter(abit unfair to call her tt. but who care's? this is my blog!) says she sent it out..and she'll send it later in the night again....
so now its a bloody 10.30..and i think the fu*king lanshop is closed... and i haven received the stupid sms...and i've paid the $$ liaoz...i've asked a gd old fren of mine to help me kp the shop tml...cos i got sch whole day!!...hopefully i'll get my code tml!!...if not i chiong down to the shop on friday asking for a full refund!!...sibei dulan abt this....
so now its a bloody 10.30..and i think the fu*king lanshop is closed... and i haven received the stupid sms...and i've paid the $$ liaoz...i've asked a gd old fren of mine to help me kp the shop tml...cos i got sch whole day!!...hopefully i'll get my code tml!!...if not i chiong down to the shop on friday asking for a full refund!!...sibei dulan abt this....
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
finally decided to post sth here.... although did nothing much today...skipped pw lecture...so..i just slacked at home whole day...
tml finally is SOCCER DAY!!...haha...can finally play again... SO HAPPY!!...but sian sia..i see my sec sch classmates all go poly...like veri song liddat...i am bloody green wif envy... they down there enjoying life...earning money or just swatting flies in front of their computer screens...while i am stressing over saturday's SAT exams... well...tt's life...c'est la vie... maybe next yr i'll join them....
sunday's chalet shud be at east coast...but i dunno how to go there on my own...and i haf church duty...haf to go there on my own... so its kind of a tricky situation over here... but well...that's sunday's worry....
if any of my dear juniors in nhsb reads this post...can they tell me their holiday schedule? i may go back one fine day to see how dead the band is...
tml finally is SOCCER DAY!!...haha...can finally play again... SO HAPPY!!...but sian sia..i see my sec sch classmates all go poly...like veri song liddat...i am bloody green wif envy... they down there enjoying life...earning money or just swatting flies in front of their computer screens...while i am stressing over saturday's SAT exams... well...tt's life...c'est la vie... maybe next yr i'll join them....
sunday's chalet shud be at east coast...but i dunno how to go there on my own...and i haf church duty...haf to go there on my own... so its kind of a tricky situation over here... but well...that's sunday's worry....
if any of my dear juniors in nhsb reads this post...can they tell me their holiday schedule? i may go back one fine day to see how dead the band is...
