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Aces day.... i didn't join in..cos lazy to bring pe attire. ran out of school after that... after reading a few pioneer's blog, i realised that the PJ teacher's day concert sucked. haha..i'm glad i skipped it....

really slacked today, from in the nan hua canteen to YM cafe to Macdonalds in clementi. From 10am all the way to 5pm. but moving back on topic, it was really great to see some of the friends whom i didn't see so often, or maybe even in the last few months. i'm glad i got to see them again although i didn't talk to many of them.

training tml...i hope i don't over sleep and miss the training.

today's been a good day. rather slack in school. 1st time i personally did my physics assignment for a long long time. felt really good, sense of satisfaction.
went bowling after school, had to rush home and get my $$ and rush to the alley cos friend was waiting patiently for me there. but well, i think i bowled my best today, although with a whole lot of luck. averaging 150 over 5 games. not a bad record for a newbie.

tml's teacher's day eve, the day when most students return to their mother school. i hereby guarantee that i will absent myself from the extra maths lecture tml. no doubt about that. next thing is how to run out of school while the celebrations are still on. to hell with the wish to hear an alien song. going back is more important or all the people i want to see again would have left.

lastly, happy birthday caine! or belated maybe!! but well, its better late den never!! so, i wish you liaoz, dun forget mine in 1/2 a year's time!!

nothing much to blog about recently. only that i used up my last pair of north star, so i really need a pair of new street soccer shoes urgently. if not i cannot play soccer anymore cause adidas campus sucks.

i'm excited, teacher's day is arriving. the time to return to secondary school and see all the old pals and old eyecandies. contemplating whether to skip the lecture on that day. i think i will, cause by the time the lecture ends, nan hua might already close its gates.

september is coming. i've told myself that i will do some studying in september. no doubt abt that. i will make econs my priority in studies. den physics, den maths.

damn...i've been losing stuff recently... First, i forgot to bring my econs scrapbook home from school and now its lost somewhere there, and now my calculator is somehow or rather lost. dam, i'm pissed at myself. calculator, such an important object for science students and i've lost it. And i liked that calculator alot too!! damn... my mum's pissed at me too!!

Fun fun Fun fun Fun. all hail demo's by bowling ball manufacturers. you just write ur details on a piece of paper and you get to bowl for free.....for hours....even testing new products!! ain't that great!! the ebonite Primal Instinct felt good to throw...good backend hook... but its a high end ball so i dun think its really practical for me to get it.

after that went home to play some CM and den went for the church dinner event. Food wasn't bad but most of the time i was eating and watching the Yu Tian Tu Long Ji.

Li Jiawei lost in the semi finals, there goes at least 250,000 in her bank account. hopefully she wins the bronze so that she can have quite a healthy sum of money in her bank, and also haf the honour of bringing Singapore's 2nd olympic medal.

i just realised that i might haf a problem next yr. Since poly is gonna start end of May, the orientation or maybe even curriculum might clash with the A division bowling nationals next yr. i REAllly REallY hope it doesn't. If i can make it for PJC team, i REALLY wanna play!!!

well well... i finally know the date for promos. Our pjc promos start when all the primary school kids enjoy their happy day. 1st october aka children's day. i have the sudden impulse to do some studying soon! this feeling comes less often than when the sun rises from the west and sets in the east. yEa, its that rare. i'm now contemplating on how should i commence on my studying. i'm sure i wanna pass econs. but what about physics and maths? do i wanna promote? does the school have space for retainees next yr?

but well, these issues shouldn't be on my mind now. Yes i am going to poly, but what matters most is the upcoming promos. sO, i guess, i should just start with my econs and then see how things go for the others.

i left my econs scrapbook somewhere in school, i hope its not gone...if not i die liaoz...

gan jie quitting bowling...so sad... but well...she'll do well in floorball too...that's what i think and believe.

woo...today i stayed back for my first night study program. i did not touch my notes a single bit. i just went to feel the atmosphere and see how people are doing in the programme. And yes! i am glad i've made the decision to go to poly. i can't imagine myself staying back in school till 9pm everyday studying. No No, my life ain't gonna be like dat.

Went for auditions today. Think i did all i could already, so if can't get through, then there's nothing i can do. Zhanli introduced his friend to me. She's a guitarist and is really interested in forming a band too. Hmm... not a bad offer, i'll consider that. Maybe need to talk about it again.

Oh man, i gotta do some of my physics stuff. If not that Mr Tan is gonna gif me that fu*ked up face and maybe say some guail*n comments.

i'm feeling much better today. confusion gone, troubles vanished. i've had a pretty good day. sch resumes tomorrow and of course like most if not all JC students, i bloody dread it. but well, i have to go to school cos i didn't choose go to poly this year. there's no full time december intake so i can't withdraw either.

i want to buy a pair of street soccer shoe. my last pair of north star is wearing out, can only last at most 2 more sessions. no $$, over spend this month. dun even haf enough to pass time in school.

i need a cd burning program. if anyone have the disk pls lend it to me. i need to clear my com's storage space so i can download more!!

stuck wif the past? i'm not sure myself. that may be what is happening to me. i want to break free and i'm glad i finally have this thought. After so long, i finally feel i should progress from where i am. Yes! i think its easy to guess what i am saying here so i won't bother to state what it is.

But yet again, i get a sense of confusion. i think its over a small matter but its really troubling me alot. should i or should i not? need someone to give me some sort of advise? maybe.

first day back in school. not bad! all i brought to school was my pencil case, bowling tee and P.E attire. no files, no notes, no books, no nothing. cos only lesson that actually needed me to bring anything was econs lecture. But the monopoly notes required no copying, so i just left me file at home.

chiong to west coast to play pool after school. that really saved me quite a bit of money! haha..i didn't play any games(bowling) on my own today. so, it was worth the trip. training today was tiring. i threw over 90 throws during the training. i can't even feel my wrist right now.

there's a lecture test tml but i forgot to bring my physics file home. thats just great. i'll just have to do some last minute preparations and hope i do not fail too badly. GP essay to rush too... contemplating whether i should do it NOW or procrastinate. tml is a better day for essays? lol

NP replied my email. they have no end yr/january intake. May next yr! i hope its end of may cos i really hope that i can be part of PJC bowling nationals next yr!

long extended national day weekend is almost over. tml's the last day. sad. schools gonna start on wed and that is when the piling of work and stressing of hours is coming in. i think i'm gonna get screwed by my maths teacher cos i skipped her last 2 lessons.

Yet another new concept to my academic life has formed in my brain. Yes! its the count down! All suffering will end after the promos.(Becos i am goin poly next yr) so i guess i'm one of the few people who actually looks forward to the promos approaching. The faster it comes, the faster it goes! tt's how it is! maybe that explains why i get a sense of excitement at the end of everyday cos i'm one day closer to "freedom".

There's an old chinese song by Zhang HuiMei called " Jie Tuo". And the lyrics of the chorus goes something like this:
"jie tuo, shi ken cheng ren zhe shi ge cuo
wo bu ying gai hai bu fang shou
ni you zi you zhou, wo you zi you hao hao guo"

what it means(for the benifit of those who dun noe chinese or due to my bad hanyupinyin) is basically:
"Release is admitting that this is a mistake
I shouldn't still hold on to it
You have freedom to go and I have freedom to live well"

and this well expresses my feelings for academic life in JC!

today marks the start of the long weekend. i didn't attend both the econs lecture and the maths lesson. so maybe trouble will be looking for me the moment i return to school. but tt's wednesday's problem, so i'll only worry about it on wednesday.

today's testimonial match was rather fun, although i bowled like shit. but yea, it was fun, especially see all the seniors go crazy in the conference room. haha! nipples galore!!

i wonder how my long weekend will be. i have a soccer session tml, but sunday's plan failed...sigh.... hopefully somebody can jio me to a sunday outing, den it'll be fun! there's mon and tues too to think abt, i'm not gonna do ANY homework during this long weekend!!

school was great today, namely becos i was late for sch and i skipped most of my lessons. =)

Happy Birthday Nana! you're 18!! and that's so cool cos u'll can do lotsa stuff legally now!! haha...i still have 1/2 a yr to go... yes...and u love jazz too!

long weekend starts tml!!! yea!! tts just great!! and my mum just gave me some $$!! that's a double blessing!! fireworks on sunday, wondering whether i can go or not...or is it just not meant to be....well....well....when sunday comes, the answer will also appear...

yes, wednesday is almost over. its 2 more days till the long national day weekend. yes! and screw the econs lecture! the long weekend is gonna be a time to refresh!! go out and haf fun or stay at home and slack whole day.

workload is gonna increase. its gonna kill me cos i don't know most of the things that i am learning. yes! i no nuts about physics, econs and especially maths. but well, the saying goes again, i'll day each day as it goes.

ninku is out on fansub. if anyone of you had SCV long enough and watches AXN long enough, you'll know what ninku is.

today is the ultimate day when i feel like fu*king the school. what do i mean? well, normal lessons in school are fine. it would be a beautiful and wonderful monday when its suppose to end at 2.30. but no! i just had to have a fu*king maths remedials where i did lotsa fu*ked up A-maths differentiation sums. They are real fu*ked up man, i finished remedial at 4.45.

And when you think that's the end, a more horrifying task awaits you. and yes! its the most fu*ked up thing of all ------------the Written Report. it took me 2 hrs to ge 1000 words out and i am still 1000 words short of the fu*king quota. yes, i'm feeling fu*ked up of school. i believe it is evident in this post.

so, i'm a poor little totally burned out JC student. its only monday and i'm feeling this way. this gives me even more reason to go to poly. even if the workload in poly is not significantly less, at least i can confidently say that i don't have to wake up at 6am every morning.

highlight for the day. i'm gonna play electric for church service next week. today's practise was fun. haha....but playing electric is much harder den i thought. but well, i think i should be able to barely scrape through it.

just finished watching a really twisted and sophisticated and kinda boring and draggy korean thriller. about a serial murder and how that smart ass used hypnotism to hypnotise the police to kill the victims right under their noses. i watched only half the show and it was like from 9pm to 10.45. tt's how draggy it is. but one screwed up thing abt korean try to act "sat"(hokkien pronounciation) shows are that the characters in the movie dun say anything. so it just leaves you wondering wat the fu*k are they doing.

anyway...school tml again, sick....but there's the long weekend to look forward to. 5 days weekend...got anything fun and not expensive in that period pls feel free to call me along.