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productive today....chiong PC, Monopoly & Monopolistic Competition MCQ.... not bad...felt quite good.... contemplating whether to go to school tomorrow...or should i stay home, wake up a bit later and maybe go out and study.... well...i dunno...

GP paper is 2 day away... is nearer than i thought...if no one mentioned chem sPa on friday, i wouldn't remind me of GP paper that day...haha! well..means i gotta buck up...up till this stage of time i have no confidence to promote.... and i still wanna train!!!!!

i need alcohol....after promos....

well..fun in school today...lessons ended at 1pm... so shiok...although wasted alot of time on bball...but still got the task done...Promo paper 2....done! wahaha! this feels great...

Andy cracked a funny joke today...ZhiGang was continuously trying to do the handstand...den andy said, " later zhigang kena possessed...den he say not i dun wanna stop.. is i can't"....haha! dam funny at that time, zhigang, andy, zhanli and me all laughed....

yea...u guys should all go read talkingcock.com....its dam funny...especially the one on MM releases a new rap album....laugh until peng sia...

well well...thought of doing some studying today...but church ended late...so i got too tired and just slacked at home... but at least i completed my physics MCQ promo paper...so thats 1 job done...

i miss bowling...i think it has been 2 weeks since i bowled....dam...i'm feeling withdrawal symptoms...serious...this urge to bowl is greater den the urge to drink i posted on this blog ages ago... BOWLING!! another 2 weeks till promos end... aww...agonizing 2 weeks...

F.I.R new song "wo yao fei" is nice... upbeat, fast, catchy, makes u groove to the beat... however, it just reminds me Do As Infinity songs...yes, this song more than another other F.I.R songs has a sinister similarity to D.A.I songs.... but well, ultimately, there's no wrong in emulating another's style of music...as long as its nice....

don't really like to blog 2 days in a row, but today is special...cos i feel really good today. ran all the way from busstop into sch gate non stop...for all pjc pple, you would understand how tiring it is...but anyway, school today was okay, lessons were quite slack... onli that i confirm screw up my econs test...

Bball started at 4pm mass PE. all the way till 6.30...quite shiok! make me feel so tired now... i think i wanna really really pia studies for this week, see how well would i fare in promos with 1 week of really hard work.

I don't wanna stop bowling training becos of being unable to stay in PJ for at least another 3 mths... it would be a torturous year end holiday without training for me... really.... so for dat goal, i'm gonna MUG...yes, u've heard me, MUG!! for 1 week until promos end.

signed out, went to JE intended to study, but the bloody guy in uniform had to chase us out of the library. well, long since i've been to J.E. new library's nice, but screwed up system too... if u can't study in the library, wtf is the library for?

ended up slacking outside long john until 6pm. watched an episode of a serial 4 times...crap man...really slacked....

for those of you who worry about where will you be next yr, take a day as it comes. Do whatever u can now.
"Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself" from the Bible.

And for the rest of you, good luck for ur exams, be it promos or prelims or whatever...

set post promos goals.
1. Chiong bowling till i can average 160 or better by december
2. Balance my two forearms, then tone my body.
3. Pass A-maths
4. Materialise a band.
5. If piano is sold, make a jamming room at home.

Did Add maths today. Integration is really tough, i just did the real basics of it and it took me a really long time to figure it out. Serious...maths suck. Anyway, new strategy for studying add maths, i shall do Maths C stuff. Notes are easier to read then a text book.

Anyway, time really flies, promos start next friday, and so, its gonna end real soon......shiok!

wahaha....heard exciting news today.... my cousin may wanna buy my piano....
and with the money from the sales, i could make a home jamming studio!! if sales goes on smoothly(if my cousin likes the piano), den my sis will buy a synthesizer, i will get a double pedal for my drumset, soundproof the room, maybe buy an electric guitar + amplifier + distortion pedal, 2 microphones and an amplifier for them.

so here are the estimates(in % of sales):
Synthesizer + amp: 50%
Double Pedals: 9%
Soundproofing: 14%
Electric Guitar + amp + distortion: 16%
Mics + amp: 6%
Leftovers: 5%

That'll be so cool!! if this really materialise...imagine a room in ur house with drums, electric, mics, synthesizer... soundproofed...jamming can be frequent if this happens....what a joy.... and it'll save the band the trouble of booking a studio.... hope it'll really really come true man!!!

bball was fun today...from 6pm onwards... friendly yet competitive basketball... but anyway...the main reason i found it fun was...because......my shooting was on form today....way way way way way above normal.... haha....

i have the sudden urge of going to the gym....reason being i wanna balance my forearms.... for those of you who know me...yes...my left arm is way bigger den my right... but well..this 1 must see mood la.... i think my 2.5kg dumbbells are enough for my wrists to work on....so maybe dun haf the need to...

today has been a good day for me in school... it started off bad becos i was late for school and i still don't know why...i left home at the usual time, but the bus just didn't come... and the new rule implemented that u are detained at the concourse for 2 hrs....luckily..the VP came and told us to go for assembly..so that saved me the trouble....

wanted to sign out but was deterred by the rain...but then, staying back in school was worth it... played a bit of bball...and studied with edmund and jinghong....

on the way home, while we were walking to lot 1...we saw a lorry stuck in the mud...so we(me, zhiwen, push, tu yuan) helpfully pushed the lorry...after much hard work, and many tries, and after smelling lots of exhaust, the bloody lorry finally got out of the mud...den we saw a first in our life...the lorry was waiting for the green man so it could go out onto the road...and we found that really funny....

animes are coming out slow, mother chooses to temporarily suspend cable tv, having nothing to do but sleep on an afternoon, no mood for studying...all the elements that create boredom...

yes, i was very bored today, free pool in the morning was fine, but the afternoon was bad.... i tried playing P.O.Q just now, but i think its not worth my time at the moment, i got kinda bored just getting my assassin to level 7....

yes, today i shall change the usual topic of my blog. Bowling shall be my topic today. I need $$ to buy a new ball....i need to improve myself...i have plans to do so...but whether i proceed as planned is another case.... after promos, i shall bowl at least a day other than training.... yes, its gonna be money consuming..burning my pocket till it scorches my thighs...

next question i ask myself...i need money to buy a ball and i dun think i can save it up...where do i get it? a part time job maybe? well, if anyone of u guys can recommend me a temporary part time job during the end of yr hols, i think it would be great...or otherwise i just have to hope my parents can by God's grace sponsor me my new ball...

screw blogger for fu*king up....i typed such a long entry yesterday but it screwed up...

anyway, today was a great day of bowling for me... went for my 1st bowling competition and finished 19th with a total of 910 pinfalls over 6 games.... may not look, sound, smell or even feel impressive, but it was way above what i expected of myself. so, if all goes well and i continue to improve, den i can set my sights high and aim for a 180 average by Mid March!! GRR!! that's something to work for!!!

well..for all you dear friends who have read the early entries of my blog, den u will find this familiar.... I WANNA FORM A BAND!!! haha! and finally, i have a glimmer of hope of materialising this dream of mine. hopefully, things will proceed on well and we will meet pple who share this dream too... and voila!! a band is formed and we will play the best rock music ever!!

promos are approaching and i still haven study...ok... i will study in school until 9pm everday when i go to school!! until promos end, hopefully, its enough to pass my A-maths...(not A level maths but A-maths)

man...bowling competition is in less than 10 hrs time...wish me luck that i don't make a fool out of myself there...winning is out of the question...i mean...its not possible for me at my level now... but nevertheless, i want to have a good time at CDANS later... yea... hopefully i wun pressure myself and i'll perform to what i can perform best...

oh my...half the hols are gone and i haven start studying yet... die... i'm 3 days behind my schedule..but well...that's normal for me actually.. what new things can i come up with? i won't be ahead of my schedule studies wise....

well..after almost a full academic year in PJC, my dream of forming a band has hopes of coming into realisation.. zhanli's friend finally contacted me...and i think we cliqued on pretty well..so that's a good start... well..looking forward to jamming again...but my drumming has deteriorated...techniques turned rusty and the creative nerve blocked....

its a bad bad day... sch was bad...not worth the trip down... received a bad phone call....it really spoiled my day...hopefully, i won't receive any of those again... i think i can safely presume that a bad friend of mine has just bastard me....betrayed me even...giving me unwanted problems.... all is bad...i need someway to vent all this pent up badness within me...and hopefully after i type this....i'll feel much better...... the trolley that gan jie gave me is also giving me a tiny little bit of bad problems...maybe its just today that all has gone bad...

so bad....and all things and persons related to you...i pray and hope and wish and all verbs/adjectives(i dunno which) that i will not assosiate with you again, pls stay away from me.... i don't wanna see, smell, feel, touch you ever again.....

term break is here... start of september holidays, but what kind of holidays is a september holiday in JC? basically, for a normal JC student, its not a holiday. just a week for you to wake up a little later and study at home maybe. but for me, its more of a break! dun get me wrong, i'm still gonna study a bit. if i'm not gonna study, i may as well just withdraw from school now! although i never thought of promotion, i still have to study a bit so as to do my part as a student.

so here is my plan for the week. chiong bowling as often as people wanna chiong with me!! study 30mins to 1hr a day. slack the rest of the time away, or maybe do some other recreational stuff.