I just hate thinking of titles

went for a job interview in the morning....no idea how it went but just have to wait for their call....after that...went to eat in the super fu*king hot market opposite parco...den went back in after that to look at girls...

went to marina bay after that supposedly to fly kite,....but in the end we just played a bit of soccer and blow wind....and arcade too...

result's coming back on monday....no idea how i'll fare...will it be 1 A or no As at all?

spent a useless day in school....bah...slacked in canteen from 9am to 2pm...den econs class was like onli for 30mins....wtf man....may as well don't go school... went to the art exhibition....thought i saw xiayan in 1 of the projects...

gonna pon school tml...not gonna let today repeat tml...wake up later...den go play soccer and haf dinner.... better den slacking in canteen until tears roll down my cheek...

realised that my A-maths paper 2 is on the 18th....so hafta push back plans to colour my hair....haha...well..that's a minor issue...a more major 1 is that i want to find a job...part time...i don't wanna work everyday.... best if a friend work with me..den it wouldn't be too bad if the working environment is no good...

i wanna buy a new bowling ball...but no $$...house also no spare $$...so...hafta tahan for a while longer...

school is meaningless nowadays....apart from preparing for the PW oral presentation, there's no point in going to school.... u don't pay attention in class and you don't go to alot of classes....so...its just a bloody waste of time...

i think i most probably not make the promotion criteria but qualify for the retest.... so i have to make a decision whether to withdraw or take the bloody exam and wait till march or whatever den withdraw....

real tired today....christmas practise for church has started.... in church from 8.30 till 4.30...hahaha.....like school liddat.....

went to sajc open house ytd....not bad la...alot of pple went.....spent most of the time there looking at guys......hahaha!! guys playing basketball....don't dare to play there... standard too high...too physical...cannot take that level of play.... saw some nan hua sec4 bballers play...hahaha...wei wei so hostile...start onli bang around liaoz....den play until very serious....i watched and laughed inside....

argh!!!! today gonna miss the big match between man u and arsenal.... sian... never pay SCV is liddat.....this sucks....zzzz....

today was really a funny day.....econs lecturer had to come running down to get his students up for lecture.... i sat in the warzone but left unscath...all my friends at the same table were caught....except me and another guy...hahaha!!! den you can see people from the other tables running away....

pon afternn lessons to play soccer...coughed like crazy but i feel great now.... haha.....

slept the past few days away.... so there's nothing much to say...just that being sick sux... hopefully i can go to sch tml...

open house today....really sucked for all those who came with the intention of finding out what PJ is about....i think this is the worst open house u can come to.... Student Council SUCK!!!!!!..... come out with such a lousy event.... well..i am not saying i can do a better job...but c'mon...it's downright sucky...

bowling stall made a profit!!! considering we brought unwanted stuff to sell...its rather remarkable.... hahaha!! played bball with a SA bulldozer...he's real hard... quite fun la...like banging into a wall liddat...or a wall bang into u.... i saw zedong having a really hard time....his face was written with a big sian...

i'm running out of $$....this is very bad....very very bad.... not saying that i squandered all my $$....apart from ard $20 on bowling...the rest of the money was on food....and i didn't even go to restaurants...CANTEEN FOOD!!! dammit...

training yesterday was fun, exciting, entertaining. coach put a shoe in the middle of the lane to train our outside line...really funny seeing us stressing over not to hit the shoes into the deck..if not can say bye bye to it liaoz. saw velerie teo yesterday too... she's powerful...bowls much harder den me.... but, i think most national female hook bowlers are huge in size...her thighs were like 7/4 times as large as mine.... yea...

today was boring...apart from the real hilarious and crude assembly talk by kumar.... the rest of the day was really wasted away....slacked until kena scolded by mama....

its a fun day today.... bball was quite fun...but i shall tok about bball later... today in the canteen.... borrowed elson's guitar..den sing alot of stupid songs with zl, jeff, edmund.... quite fun.... den after that..went bowling at BP...dam the lanes are damn different from chevrons... but that's precisely y i went there to play... to pit myself against different lanes and conditions... and i think i fared okay...

but i wonder...y my strike rate is so low....i can throw solid pocket balls but the pins just won't fall.... is it my problem? or does the ball make a difference whether 9 pins fall or all 10 pins hit the deck?

now back to bball....interhouse...we won! but... all the fun i had was during the match time... no feeling of any excitement or happiness after the match...it feels like " ya...we won". dun get me wrong here... our opponents are good...i personally was given a very hard time by the person i'm marking... anyways... there's no celebrative emotions in me after that...its like being champion dun really mean much to me...i think its just that PJ sucks... no medals, no girls watching the match, no shit, no nothing....so in the end u get nothing...

training resumes tml...yes!! i wanna impress the coach!! although i won't get to play in next yrs nationals..but yea...i wanna show the coach that i'm a competent bowler, and i can improve!!

and here i go again...i wanna drink!!!!!!!!!!!!

slacked at home today....onli stepped out of the house for dinner.... but watched 4 episodes or animes.... so sad... bakuretsu tenshi and DearS ended liaoz.... the 2 most enjoyable series i was watching....

anyway...its time to pick up on the play mood....chiong bowling!!!!! JAMMMM!!!!!!! call me out if you have any programmes man.... go out just to la kopi also can!! if i got the mood and the time that is....

exams are officially over tomorrow....GREAAT!!...but today....went to watch resident evil 2... brainless show overall...no great fight scenes, no storyline, no nothing to the movie.... but...at least there's a real hot milla jovovich to look at... she's by far one of the really few non asian actresses i really like....haha!! she's just so hot...that's y i went to watch the bloody show anyway....

anyway..on promos...i think i lost the gamble... screwed my physics paper 2...so tml's paper 1 and spA wouldn't mean anything anymore....and so does promotion... this year's paper was a class above what practise papers they let us do... they bloody give us false confidence..thinking that promotion isn't hard...and they bring u down...smashing hard on the floor...

anyway...that's that and i don't give a damn about it anymore.... i just can't wait for the term to finish......

blogger screwed up on me for the past 2 days.... they suck...

anyway...i'm 3 examination days short of freedom... i lost my drive to study physics...cos i don't really know how to study it... besides memorizing equations and definations, i don't know what else to do...attempting TYS questions at this point of time don't seem the right thing to do....

anyway, i lost my excitement for academics these few days...all of the sudden, i feel like just withdrawing when this term ends... i don't even feel excited about the inter house carnival...though i'm participating...but well... not excited means not excited.....

oh man....fu*k the PJC hall for installing so little fans...fu*k the PJC hall for installing so small fans...practically useless... fu*k PJC for having examinations in the hall...WTF man!! how do you expect someone to score in those kind of situations....condusive examination conditions i would say..... no wonder they say its so fu*king hard to promote in PJC...cos its so fu*king screwed up... i believe many people like me in the school don't ask for much...we just want to have fans that actually make a difference in the hall...no some ugly decor moving left to right, right to left in the fu*king hall.... wtf...

wasted yesterday...didn't study much.... sick...today...rested at home..did a good deal of studying...not that much though.....

tml is the crucial econs essay paper... promotion depends highly on it...aim for it, not to fail it too badly... a 30% score would be very nice...chinese...not gonna gif a dam about it....

bakuretsu tenshi 21 was great!!! 22 seems exciting...can't wait for it to be released.... JO is so cool!!!!

GP paper today.... paper one was okay...but paper two was screwed up.... no idea how to answer AQ.....

studied for about an hour...den went to kbox wif my sis....until 9pm....sing until want to die...literally....i am on the verge of losing my voice now....

anyway, its just 4 days of examinations..... 2 subjects that i work for left... the rest are just a procedure.... the great gamble has already started....is 1 week of serious studying enough? or are the odds unbeatable? only time will tell...and real soon....