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job hunting seemed unsuccessful... no phone calls... outback in OUT of the question already... job hunting resumes tml... KBOX and PIZZAHUT at clementi...

missed jamming session today cos 1 member fell ill...but well...yea..there's still time!!!

job hunting day today...didn't go as planned....saw the stupid outback ad on newpaper..and wasted precious 2 hrs there.... i think the chance of me getting recruited into outback is pretty slim...cineleisure and rotiboy stands a much higher chance although their pay sucks...

walked so much today....from cineleisure to millenia walk... from milennia walk to apollo centre...from apollo centre to china square... from china square back to clarke quay MRT... but had real fun today... went to fullerton hotels to slack.... haha..the lobby at the suite lvl have complementary apples...haha!! we took 2 and ate it!

anyway...if any of u guys haf part time jobs that pays $5/hr or more pls recommend me.... thanks!

lost count of the days i am without money...but i think...my peniless day will end this week...haha...hopefully...

as of today...i am an ex-pioneer!! i can say that PJC was my school!! yes...i think i dun need to say what excactly did i do today...just that didn't know it would be so troublesome... saw Kwek ganning Mrs Beh in his office...abit sorry for mRs BeH...her stomach is so big..but yet the evil Kwek mercilessly gans her....

went to soccer after that...and dinner..and now back home.... i am currently looking for a part-time job...if u got lobang that gives salary by hourly rate...pls recommend me =)...

i'm having mixed feelings at the moment right now... i'm happy cos i think i've improved significantly... i think coach finally noticed me and my rapport with my team mates have greatly improved...

last training of the year today... 6hrs of pure bowling...dry to oily to medium back to dry again... kinda fun...had some laughters...

but when the training ends, the lanes switch off, the camera stops rolling...i feel sadness... i a bit bu she de the bowling team... sure...i'll get to see them around..maybe even go out with them..but being unable to train with them anymore makes me sad... how i wish i could handle JC syllabus and the A lvls...even score well for them... or maybe if A lvls were as easy as the Os...sigh...

there's nothing much i miss about PJC...except for bowling and the team... and some other good pals back there...

anyway..looking forward to tomorrow...i'm getting my hair dyed... i wonder how it'll turn out... i'm looking for jobs too..so friends..if ur workplace have space or also are finding jobs..pls tell me..it'll be more fun working with people you know...

well...today is a good day... training...though kena scolded by coach for being bloody inconsistent...but i've finally hit 200 in 1 game... yea...although quite tyco..but its the significance of this 200 game that really means alot to me... it has given me alot more confidence in myself for bowling...letting me know that i am capable of hitting high scores...

went to city hall area to slack later... really quite zhuo lan lor...didn't do anything... tml's A-maths paper 2...i think i won't bother to try and try again... do finish just sleep..if can go, go.

still penniless... dun call me out unless it won't cost any money...yes, not even a cent! or u wanna sponsor all my expenses(bus fares not included). still the same old sentence...broke until further notice...

hari raya...my sis made her first attempt on chicken rice... veg and chicken was not bad...but the rice was below standard... haha.... but well...its still nice when someone at home cooks something special...

my mum jokingly suggested that i should try cooking next time....haha... i am a bad cook man... cooking is not my forte...i just know how to eat...and sometimes know what is good and what is not good food...

went for my haircut today... quite satisfied with it...gonna have it coloured next week...

anyway, i'm hooked on mayday's new song "Sun Wu Kong". its catchy, its nice, and maybe jammable...haha! i wanna buy their album... i'm gonna buy their album as soon as my pocket allows...

bah...it kinda sucks explaining to friends why i'm withdrawing from school, although i already expected it... but well... now that i know how it feels, i don't think i will ask why someone is withdrawing from school...

gotta have $$ coming down my way soon... bowling trainings, OG outing... all need money... must pray and hope and have faith that i will receive that phone call from the cafe in bugis... den money will start to fill my pocket... den maybe my trolley will have 2 balls... maybe i will frequent the alleys...

like michelle, memories of my one short yr in PJC flashes through my mind every now and then these days... i guess it always happen when you leave a place... the fun filled 1st three months...the lit short film productions... bowling trainings... the times bballing and footballing.... crapping in cckcc, lot1 or the canteen...

well..this chapter of my life is coming to an end... and the next part will start soon...

"Good morning! And in case i don't see you again, Good afternoon! Good evening and Goodnight!" from the Truman Show..

sentosa these two days... the sun, the sea, the bikini clad girls, the hunks...all part of the so called island life... it was quite fun going to sentosa.

bassist wanted. must love chi/eng rock. best if can play both the bass and drums.

training tomorrow. last few sessions with the team. gonna withdraw next week.
i'm gonna miss training...

there are so many things i wanna do... but i dun have to time and most of all the money to do it... i want to train more on my own for bowling...but i dun have the money for it...i want a new bowling ball...i want to take electric guitar lessons.... i want to buy a new phone before this one lets me down...i want new street soccer shoes... i want my own bball shorts... i want a bag...

all of the above cost money...which i dun even have enough to survive already...not to be kua zhang...but yea...i am left with 5 cents in my wallet...

i sort of decided to withdraw from school...i dun think i will stay till bowling nationals are over... my maths is really way too much to catch up.... promote also die... retain also die..but not that bad... so...go poly, get a diploma and hopefully can get a degree...

i'm broke...i'm bored....these two situations can't go together... being broke keeps u at home.... while being bored makes u wanna go out of home... contradiction, opposition, etc

well...christmas at orchard is approaching....i start to regain memories of my choir days back in tampines primary... the songs we sang then are slowly coming back to me.... sunshine express...lu wei...the christmas repetoir, the champion medly of singapore songs... the stupid love teachers song....

how we spent our time in choir... playing five stones, etc etc games while waiting for mdm goh who was never on time....haha.... the long practise hours which always eats into ur lunchtime.... the many lessons we skipped because of performances and rehearsals.... the recording which took a whole day to record onli 2 songs which are already practised and polished.... the competitions we joined....

well...that was so many yrs ago... my glorious choir days of 1996-1998...

got fucked by A-maths today....yes...i mean i got fucked by it... i think i can onli get a maximum of 20 marks out of a possible 80 in this paper....so that means that i will get an f9!! and f9 means no cert!!! 92 dollars for nothing man!!!!

should i go for the paper 2? i mean...unless like i can really score for it, which is impossible, i htink any grade other den an f9 is beyond reach already... re-exams coming... gotta study for it.... or maybe not.....

PW today... i think it went rather smoothly for my grp... nothing unexpected happened... played a bit of bball with benedict, zedong, tuyuan and gang...rained...so can't do much... went to eat at lot1 and talk cock...

heard that 1 grp do about witchcraft and voodoos.... how funny is that man...i heard norman say i laughed until peng.... i think the ST also haf some problem... the assessors sure had to think of what to ask for the Q & A session....

back on more serious stuff... the question for me now is when to withdraw... do i wait till bowling nationals is over?(provided i make the team) or do i withdraw after the intensive training? or do i even make the crazy decision to stay in PJC, overwriting whatever i have said for the past number of months....?

an issue that i really have to think through....carefully....

its a rather fu*ked up day today....results back...i'm down for retest.... while i feel that i am a small matter, to me...there are some pple whom i really feel for... those who put in so much effort, and in the end, it all comes to nothing.... i think they are really sad and i to a certain extent can feel that sadness....

bah...sis is gonna snatch the com with me..... so gotta gif it to her soon....really wanted to just sit back and slack in front of the comp today...but guess...life's like that eh....