I just hate thinking of titles

I am so bored with my life now that i wanna do something exciting... well...this isn't the first time i'm saying this...but yea...my passion for forming a band hasn't died yet...that fire is still burning...

although i have no luck in meeting fellow musicians... but i guess... i can't rush into things... i am not a musician that will make pple go "wahhhh" when i play....but i'd dare to say tt i'm good...and i'd dare to say tt i'm talented... Arrogance? maybe...but i think that good musicians should have some kind of confidence...or arrogance if u wanna call it that in their musical abilities...

okay i sidetracked... my point being... i'm picky on pple i jam with... musicians with good techniques doesn't make them good musicians to jam with...at least for me... if good techniques is all they got...den i'd rather jam with someone who can figure things out by himself/herself with less polished techniques... that is what i call talent...

My best chance of meeting them will be when Poly starts... hopefully the Music & Audio Technology course will enable me to meet them... and hopefully...if that happens, we'll be able to make something work out...

but from now till then..i'll be happy if anyone calls me out for a jamming session. =)

well...i'm 18 now... =)... thank you all who remembered... haha... makes me still feel that i have friends around me.... well then..nothing to blog... cya guys..and haf a fun day ahead of you!

New Year's still running...business at shop is bad...so i should expect to do quite a bit of slacking when i return to work tomorrow... hopefully can slack a lot...

Dateless for valentines but alls not lost here... received more ang paos today which give me budget to buy a bit of things...or maybe go out and have fun...

i hope i can go back to work and my boss tell me when i become part time...hopefully soon...really soon... i am getting real sick of full time working life... dammit...its no life...but i wont go on and rant about it... currently a frustrated worker at work la..although i don't think i really show it there...

i wonder what's coming up for me... i feel that my life is very...and i do me VERY monotonous now.... i desperately need some excitement to spice it up a little...

Happy CNY everyone..and have a great Valentines today.... visit me if u can =).

well...its has been kinda frustrating for me... finally got my paycheck today... any more delays to getting paid could see me spend the new year without money.... yea...and then tonight's entry would be cursing the hell out of my big boss... another issue about work is converting from full time to part time... well... i have totally no idea what my status is... when i'll be converting or anything except that i already submitted my request... and damn it..i realised i earn a miserable amount... after doing all the calculations..which includes tithe, mother, bills, expenses... i dun have spare amount of $$ to buy things... it makes me wonder.... what's the point of working so hard, so long, almost having no life and earning so little money?

anyway... moving on to another issue...i wonder if this happens to other pple... sometimes...my body feels excited for no reason...its like....all of the sudden...say when i'm slacking during work...i feel excited...feeling similar to when someone you like gives you a positive response... could this be a metabolic or a hormonal disorder? or maybe my body, soul or spirit kinda expects something exciting coming my way? whatever it is, i'll have to wait...

well...till the next post...cya guys...