I just hate thinking of titles

my internet connection got cut for 5 days... now it feels so good to be back online again!!! finally can play some online games and chat abit with friends again... and of course blog again..

a lil update on the what has been going on the past week. went for auditions at TheArk (Mu Chuan). just did it for fun...so if i do make it for 2nd rounds...i should be getting the notice these few days...

Soccer match today... won 3-0. although opponent only had 10men..but anyway... i contributed more this time... did decently as a winger... but my crossing cannot make it. all came out as grounders...

Anyway...i've made up my mind..i'm gonna start job hunting again on monday. i dun care if any rotiboy reads this and pao toh to my boss...but yea... once i find a job, i quit the current....

Oh ya... for all you out there has some sort of concern for me, i've got into Music & Audio Technology at SP...

awaiting excitement to befall me...

that's excactly what i look forward to each day...and each day i get disappointed... cos my life now is utterly boring...

i feel so sad for myself...that i can only rant abt my boring life on my blog...or what i wish to buy, what i wanna do... i dun even bother blogging about what happened in the day... cos there's really nothing...

how i wish i could blog things like.... i went to XXX shopping centre today with Friend A, B, C and D... wah...the shoes there are really nice lor... but so ex...den i just rambut a pair of dunks... $150...feel the pain now...

or my fantasies... example....wah...the girl i saw at orchard road so dam fucking chio lor... i think i can masturbate while thinking of her...kidding... wah..but the sight of her makes my cock stand...kidding...

well...until something changes in my life...or i decide to cook stories up...its gonna be the boring entries and rants about boredom...

till the next post...

hmm...recently seems like i haf more to blog about... since my blog readership is rather low... so..i think i can just anyhow write stuff here... most probably i wouldn't get shot in the foot...

the more i shop..the more i things i want to buy... damn....
1. ipod mini
2. Nokia 6670(may consider compromising for other cheaper fones)
3. Drumsticks(the new 7As with anti shock rubber pads looks cool)
4. Bag
5. More Dryfit polo tees...
6. Dvd player.

There are stuff i feel like doing too.
1. Band - its hard enough meeting musicians already...but i'm gonna add another criteria..i.e share the same ideals as me...so its gonna be harder...
2. Guitar lessons
3. Comics - i have this sudden urge to start reading and collecting comics....
4. Bowling - gotta get back to it soon...at least must play 1 yr of IVP...
5. Fitness maintenance - wonders what not going to school can do to your body...
6. Change of Job - $5/hr + aircon... the slackier the better...anyone have lobang pls contact me.... part-time onli...

Yea..thats abt it... if anyone wanna jio me out for anything also can contact me... i'm bored to death...

i realised i can't blog interesting entries because i'm not an interesting person. Linguistically...i don't come up with great phrases or put my ideas across in an interesting manner...

Furthermore... for the 2635674157th time... i say that my life at the present moment is utterly boring.... i don't blame this on my parents for not giving me enough freedom... i am already grateful to them for not giving me the tight rein they had on my sister... i guess its about how you use your time... my life so far have not taken a turn for the better since converting to part time... i have quite an amount of free time at the moment but i'm not using it well... man... this have gotta change...

even if people are not bored with me...i'm already getting bored with myself... i need a life....i need changes....i need something to put my mind on....

ideas anyone?

for quite some time i have been trying to think of something to blog about my life...but unfortunately( or fortunately) there has been no special event in my life that is worth blogging about...the same old procedure continues as i sleep slack and work.... i don't even wanna blog about what goes on in work... i can only say that i can see politics being played in that tiny little shop... but hey...so sad...i am not involved in it yet... can't join in the game...

anyways...suddenly...i feel like i wanna buy a lot of things...let me list them...
1. a bicycle so that i can cycle around...maybe to sunset way and see if i have people i know living in there...
2. bag - i know i need a bag...sling or backcarry... i don't know what to get...maybe i should get both =P
3. Handphone - no budget for this..but i really ought to replace my battered 6610...
4. PS 2 - kinda late to get it...but yea...to play winning 11 and some other games...no budget for this either...
5. Oakley surfpants - not really into surf brands but hey... just in case there's a sentosa trip waiting for me... Oakley becos i said...if i buy surf brands...i'll get Oakley...

but well...my job is not so well paying(my boss would hate me for saying this)...so...out of the few items above...i can only choose 1... and the rest of the money goes into expenditures...

well..it turns out that i really do have issues to blog today...contrary to what i said at the start of this entry....

i am currently in a dilemma right now... job dilemma... i love my current working hours...its almost perfect for me... work atmosphere not bad too...got good friends there...my boss is treating me well too... this is where the dilemma comes in... i feel like changing jobs... as i told my friends...the next job i get must pay better and work in an air-con environment... but den...the working hrs...the friends...the good boss makes it kind of hard for me to leave...

an idea suddenly struck my mind.... but i dunno whether this idea can materialise at all...or can it last if it works out... but i'll just write it down for today...

i suddenly feel like...in addition to the band i'm trying to form... take it a step further... i feel like trying to break into the underground music scene in singapore as a Chinese rock band.... i dun know how many chinese bands are there...i haven been to gigs and stuff...but i don't think there are tt many....

first i'll have meet up with good musicians...and then we can work something out...hopefully soon....pple who are good and share the same ideals as me will cross paths with me...

but for now...i can only continue to fantasize...sigh...so many things to think about... really hope i can get into DMAT...heard intake 35...hmm.....wish me luck!

wanted to bowling today...but den it rained..so lost the mood for it... and guess it'll be better this way...tt i wun always be seen when PJ trains...

Did JAE registration too... and it was totally FUCKED UP!.... i mean...first time i log in..they say they need 6 hrs to compile what i'm eligible for... 6hrs later i log in..and i realise tt for pple in my situation ( did not take O lvls last yr), we only haf until tomorrow night to do it...

so i thought to myself... i should get this over and done with...cos tml working... den... so 6hrs after the first login... i try to access the site... and guess what... the server is so FUCKING congested.... i simply had to sit in front of the comp...doing nothing else but clicking and waiting for the next page to load...onli to see a fucked up message saying "sorry the server's too busy now..pls try again later..."

and so...after 1 1/2 hrs of swearing in front of the comp...i finally got the job done... and it onli took 5 mins.... dammit...

so...life as a part-timer starts today.... finally gonna only work 5 hrs a day... but anyway..tt's not the highlight of today's entry...

today is O lvl results collection day!!(or whatever they call it)... and yes!!! i'm happy that this day finally arrived....not because i'm gonna get my results.... but because i can finally bloody register already...!!! after waiting for so long.....

anyway...i just found out that... the course i want to study, Music & Audio Tech, is not under JAE...and it requires what they call a "audtion cum interview" before the final selections....

this really make me sian 1/2...cause..all this time i've never prepared myself to go for an interview over what i'm gonna study... but anyway...i really really really hope that i can make it through...but tt's gonna be my entry weeks later... so i'm not going to steal the limelight from it today...

finally, for all those who know me and i know them, whatever results u've got, even if its bad, dun brood over it... there's definately still paths for u to take...