Thursday, June 25, 2009
i'm feeling a bit unusual this book out. while i think nothing actually changed, i'm feeling optimistic about stuff...music to be exact. inspired by the new uniform...or actually...triggered would probably be a better word, i wrote quite a few lines of words that i most satisfied with since 2009 began. no melody or music in my head to it yet. well...if it happens, i think its gonna be the most exciting thing for me this year...musically... to go so many many many months without coming up with something new... and if something finally comes out... i think i'll be the happiest i've been in months.
still feeling optimistic despite feeling like everyone's advancing and developing and moving ahead of me. hardly knows what's going on in the music scene or what my bandmates are talking about(when i do see them...which isn't often). while i'm still stagnant since my ns vocation was set. maybe entering the 2nd year of service subconsciously changed my mindset. i'm wallowing in less self pity now. feeling less frustrated over the whole songwriter can't write anything.
Imogen Heap's album is done!!!! should be out end august! most exciting cd release of the year!!! i've been waiting for this for a long time.
well..for the time being...YAWA still has to finish our bedroom version of A wish to... and its probably going to interest people who still have interest in us. i think for now it isn't sounding too bad. hopefully we'll get it done sooner rather than later.
